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Rumination

by Lawrence Larusso

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1.
I've been wanting to leave it all day It's a struggle I just can't escape As I ponder the time that we've shared Yeah I thought it was going so well To be continued as you'd often say The music that plays in my head You let someone in and make room When they leave yeah the room is still there Can I initiate inside me The spark I so obviously need Well I can't help but think what it was I must have got too ahead of myself Well I know this will all come to pass But for now I am left feeling lost Can I initiate inside me The spark I so obviously need Lyrics by A.J. Rownd Written by A.J. Rownd
2.
Action 02:19
If you want action, you'll have to find yourself some confidence Oh yeah you're way to lax son, are you trying it on with anyone Don't isolate yourself for too long, unless you wanna be just left alone But but the repercussions won't leave you happy with the outcome And all you want is someone to say Come and make my day, come and make my day So now you've left yourself with options you idle in your inhibition's It seems you're waiting on the right one, as if they're all just lining up So yeah if you want action, at least try and give someone a chance Don't isolate yourself for too long, who will understand what's to be found And all you need is someone to say Come and make my day, come and make my day, come and make my day Lyrics by A.J. Rownd Written by A.J. Rownd
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Detached, unworthy, unfulfilled, a long list of adjectives Demoralized, and jealousy, a feeling of inadequacy I won't to hide it from the world, or be confronted with it now Come to terms and cancel out, self forgiveness is what I lack It's what I lack Ruminating way too long, just accept what can't be undone Actions don't define the self, the jury seems to be out on that Struggling through the time that has elapsed, a lesson learned, well yeah no doubt A continuum that's been well sustained, of emotions that compound the pain They compound the pain, they compound the pain, yeah yeah, they compound the pain Lyrics by A.J. Rownd Written by A.J. Rownd
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20 Years 04:41
What have I gotta do, I've built it up too much, and it's written all over my face I know now she see's it to, it makes me think who else, has seen it all along And I don't wanna open up, I'd only let myself down, a let down is all that I am And I'm beating myself up now, I'm lonely and I'm down, about as low as I can be If I could only play it cool, but I've never been like that, so I'll just write another sad song Thought a lot about it today, in this life I lost sight of it all And the truth how it can't be told, despite the intentions inside And I wish I could get back there, cause this feeling it won't go away But I just cannot get back there, so I'll burn out I won't fade away And I'm beside myself all the time, looking in at the heart of it all And those juvenile indiscretions, youthful ways how they lead us astray And I wish I could get back there, cause this feeling it won't go away But I just cannot get back there, so I'll burn out I won't fade away And perspective, no, I just can't wrap my head around at all There's nothing left, can I just leave this world, I don't belong In 20 years, I've come to find, I'll never let this go I'm such a wreck, I'm scared and I can't hang around no more So what have I gotta do, cause I built it up too much, and it's written all over my face Lyrics by A.J. Rownd Written by A.J. Rownd

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Recorded at Atlantic Coast Recording Studio in NMB, SC

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released February 22, 2021

Recorded by Ed Dennis
Mixed by Ed Dennis and A.J. Rownd
Mastered by Chris Canada

Photo by A.J. Rownd
Artwork Design by Kristen Hydeck Brady

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Lawrence Larusso Laytonville, California

Writing and recording at home. Also, collaborating with my friends across the country.❤️

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