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To Be Continued
03:34
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I've been wanting to leave it all day
It's a struggle I just can't escape
As I ponder the time that we've shared
Yeah I thought it was going so well
To be continued as you'd often say
The music that plays in my head
You let someone in and make room
When they leave yeah the room is still there
Can I initiate inside me
The spark I so obviously need
Well I can't help but think what it was
I must have got too ahead of myself
Well I know this will all come to pass
But for now I am left feeling lost
Can I initiate inside me
The spark I so obviously need
Lyrics by A.J. Rownd
Written by A.J. Rownd
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Action
02:19
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If you want action, you'll have to find yourself some confidence
Oh yeah you're way to lax son, are you trying it on with anyone
Don't isolate yourself for too long, unless you wanna be just left alone
But but the repercussions won't leave you happy with the outcome
And all you want is someone to say
Come and make my day, come and make my day
So now you've left yourself with options you idle in your inhibition's
It seems you're waiting on the right one, as if they're all just lining up
So yeah if you want action, at least try and give someone a chance
Don't isolate yourself for too long, who will understand what's to be found
And all you need is someone to say
Come and make my day, come and make my day, come and make my day
Lyrics by A.J. Rownd
Written by A.J. Rownd
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Compound the Pain
02:48
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Detached, unworthy, unfulfilled, a long list of adjectives
Demoralized, and jealousy, a feeling of inadequacy
I won't to hide it from the world, or be confronted with it now
Come to terms and cancel out, self forgiveness is what I lack
It's what I lack
Ruminating way too long, just accept what can't be undone
Actions don't define the self, the jury seems to be out on that
Struggling through the time that has elapsed, a lesson learned, well yeah no doubt
A continuum that's been well sustained, of emotions that compound the pain
They compound the pain, they compound the pain, yeah yeah, they compound the pain
Lyrics by A.J. Rownd
Written by A.J. Rownd
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20 Years
04:41
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What have I gotta do, I've built it up too much, and it's written all over my face
I know now she see's it to, it makes me think who else, has seen it all along
And I don't wanna open up, I'd only let myself down, a let down is all that I am
And I'm beating myself up now, I'm lonely and I'm down, about as low as I can be
If I could only play it cool, but I've never been like that, so I'll just write another sad song
Thought a lot about it today, in this life I lost sight of it all
And the truth how it can't be told, despite the intentions inside
And I wish I could get back there, cause this feeling it won't go away
But I just cannot get back there, so I'll burn out I won't fade away
And I'm beside myself all the time, looking in at the heart of it all
And those juvenile indiscretions, youthful ways how they lead us astray
And I wish I could get back there, cause this feeling it won't go away
But I just cannot get back there, so I'll burn out I won't fade away
And perspective, no, I just can't wrap my head around at all
There's nothing left, can I just leave this world, I don't belong
In 20 years, I've come to find, I'll never let this go
I'm such a wreck, I'm scared and I can't hang around no more
So what have I gotta do, cause I built it up too much, and it's written all over my face
Lyrics by A.J. Rownd
Written by A.J. Rownd
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Lawrence Larusso Laytonville, California
Writing and recording at home. Also, collaborating with my friends across the country.❤️
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